long time, no blog.
ayt.. so.. i haven’t blogged for like the longest time ever! and i am back.. the whole week last week was awesome cause i realized i have friends from my filipino class and it was cool since they accept me for who i am as a person, but something from the pits of my stomach makes me feel like i don’t want to fuck it up again, like the last time. honestly, i really really really don’t want to fuck anything up.. this time around. for some reason, every single time i make friends, i’m always great at the beginning but somewhere in the middle, i always fuck up and end it.. and i’m so tired of it all. i want a friendship that lasts. i don’t want it to last for like two months or something..
anyway.. here’s last friday’s story..
i had so much fun, even if my filipino teacher embarrassed me in front of the whole class and even in front of my crush.. well, it was because after that, we went to have some drink at the beach.. it was my first time and it was awesome since we bought some cruiser and snuck it in.. uuuggh.. the annoying waiter didn’t want to like take the bottle cap out of the cruisers.. so, we did so many things to try to uncap the bottle and it was funny cause nothing worked, but thankfully, gielle knew how to uncap bottles without having to have a bottle opener.. thank god! she saved the day! anyway.. i also created a drink that made jam say that it looked like menstruation which was funny cause the color was like reddish, purple-ish.. which really didn’t look like mens.. anyway after having a few drinks, we had to go somewhere to drink more.. it was awesome.. even if my friends and i had to like pretend i was part of that org..
